WHOM DO I RESPECT DEEPLY..?

WHO DO I RESPECT DEEPLY??

In this world of emotion and expectancy

All my along born where are your respects?

Is that’s on something you acquired

Thought of keeping it forever but expired

Is that someone who opened your eyes?

And created new path for your high flies

I have a question for you

Did you reach your destination for respect?

If yes, on which chapter of your life?

Whether as a student or as a future achiever

Or like a person ‘who keep it on past pleasure’

One thing I know for sure is the hunt

As a well wisher I’m here to suggest a new stunt

Instead of searching in sky and land

Why can’t you first keep it on your hand?

If we keep it on ourselves prudentially

We can keep it on the globe eventually

If we make our realization complete

We’ll know how others want it from us

Then we’ll start to fill the work that’s incomplete

That will make us sway over success

There we’ll realize its reflection

When we’re at the point of perfection

T0 My F@ther...

To my father,

My life and me

Aren’t possible without you

You are my creator

And a holistic path narrator

Oh! Father I’m on your hand

You took me all round the land

With your warmth thoughts as a blanket

Kept for reaches and guidance

All inside my pocket

The secret of surveillance

You went away from me

I’m incomplete without your senses

I could feel in the air

All your actions that is fair

All your emotions

And those words of revolution

Oh dad why are you so philosophical

Why do you speak things always logical?

No time for comics and gossips

In it too you are my hero and joker as well

Your life is shortening your radius

And decrease the space for us

But still you are embedded in your life

And in mine as well

You are so unique I know

Who could harvest in bitter snow

But I don’t know what to convey to you

If I get a chance to chatter

I speak all the things of clumsy matter

Of value or not

I find a way to put a knot

To keep you near me always

But not possible each day

You are my elegant hero

Who gives a pat on my life

As a supporter, as a companion

As a judge, as an enemy too

Still you are my hero

Without whom I’m a zero …

RE!NCARNAT!ON..

REINCARNATION!!

Death aviator established her arena

Sturdily evil and mighty like sky

Cruciating her costive aura

Splashing all their blood

Before her like limitless flood

Inspite of all weapons that fly

She noticed a pureline

So white as the cloud

Ordered by almighty and vowed

To blow her menace off the sign

Weaponed and alarmed them, stood

Opposite to each other

Like the predator and its food

Fighting than to just surrender

Death said life to dash

As fine as she could

Life gave out her remark taunted

Provoking the one that’s tainted

Stating that she would

Let the sword to slash

War begun in between

Loss of words let that

Enraged spirits haunted keen

Tarnishing the viewers with shot

Death wasn’t able to but

She neither did try to sort

Life too was unable

Yet waged it like she’s capable

Death couldn’t take it in good

Neither life was trying

Both thought lord is encroaching

Their thrones which isn’t good

Neither did he help any

If yes, then where’s the victory

Life knew the story of aviator

But attacked; not speaking rather

When this empire bloomed devastatic

Death realized it’s all ersatzic

     When she was an angel of life

She had cuts all over her

When she held the knife

She was still a suffer

So she changed her form

And could see the powers reform

New souls sprouted

With new hopes and thoughts

Then the foes turned like

Shining together, yet alike

After sometime she did knew

Pureline spirit was nothing new

It was her incarnation

That worked her to reincarnation

Times and seasons always change

You must remain constant

Don’t rely on solution that’s instant

It never gets you correct revenge

She learned it all

And saw things set right in all

Often as all stories get

Happy end do this too was set...

ME IN ME..!!

ME IN ME

Upon the misty mystery

With growing attitude that’s hysteric

Whisk of black wind muffled

The glory of joy so mild

Upon the cracks am I

Supposed to feel high?

After walking for a while

I grew so fragile

Hopeless footprints left for miles

Turn out the reason

For misfortune that piles

Whether close or open

The world showed no difference

All so dark

Perfectly with no spark

Armed the mind to be rifled

Turning the spirit holy wild

Upon the deaths pallor

I stick to it as squalor

Pleading to be an offering

With heart and soul flickering

Before my last chance of air

I took to gaze my blowing hair

Something made me curve up

And the demon said ‘you seem to be guiled’

Giving myself a thumbs up

I said ‘nothing much I just smiled’

Within no time he vanished

And my spirit sprouted sprite embellished..

That change in need..

   THAT CHANGE IN NEED

A girl was she

Childish like: she used to be

Who was ready to give    

Whatever you thrive

I crossed oceans and seas

For you to fly as us

When I gifted golden hues

You nailed it by turning them to blues

Once I was your everything

Now you own me just something

Sooner it would be nothing

So that I wouldn’t repent on anything

Yet on touching dry leaf

Could still feel the greens that lived

The simple story it revealed

Ringing on my ear: felt like relief

The tree gave it all

So that it could grow tall

But forgot to save it from fall

It gave its life on its call

Just like you the tree

Relied on me for free

Now it’s all done

And those days are gone

Out of so many wounds

You will never get my bounds

I spread numerous goods

For rootening so many woods

When I was in your hand

You got me into reprimand

When I became the land

You never sense the strength of my wand..

BLEAKING TRUTH..!!

..BLEAKING TRUTH..

After a long time of frown

Came out of the nutshell

Dressed up to shine like hell

Holding the real crown

Amongst colorful shades

Could still spot the greys

Yet beholding the grace

That made others amaze

I could still spot us

Dancing among clouds

Warmth of us wreathed

Each air we breathed

Moist fill me full

At once I mourned

Letting me feel sloughed

That grew me as an owl

The voids you left

Are the scars to be meant

The dizziness mended

Yet now all amended

Blizzaring hours became my past

Dazzling days gleamed so fast

Looking into your blues

I jumped to all hues

Not all but only a few

And nothing new

Yeah.. I replaced my tequila shot

For my brown coffee

And your musk fragrance

Of course means nothing on me

It all became a remembrance

That you addicted me to escort

No song reminds me of you

Nor the places we went

All shares a different

Version of me without you

I stopped searching the self!!

Without guidance for help

Laughing at ripped mask

Facing it as possible task

When others ask on my wellness

I state that I’m fine
Actually a lie said to refine

The aches and burns I couldn’t define

Those were packed without illness

To be kept afar from my cloud nine!!

I could still see things imaged

In little corners of my heart

And the war it waged

Was won through my battling art…

R⟴UTINE..

ROUTINE..

The unwelcomed early rays

Of sun hit in to light the room

Perfectly blank mind woke

For the sake of self

With brush and paste that poke

On my miasmic dark hollow

And letting water to kiss my face

Went to a shower that follow

Gulping some drink

Grabbing breads and plates to stink

Got set to run my way

To the regular spot

Meeting my fellow space

Dullsville but should start

At times in compulsion

At times in confusion

Many times in nothingness

Never in cheerfulness

The regular what abouts

Files promotions and selfless bows

Hard to stay entangled

For others me as an achiever

So I quit it

And let ardor got lit

Playing brisk and complete

Giving it a good sweep

Finding my soul on heights

Handful of happy contents

Feeling the secret of life

Standing in less wealthy side

It never blighted

Also found my purpose sorted

Then again my body felt burnt

Just to know what

My routine dreams meant

And me going against it

It’s not my first

Neither would be my last…

Angel to a fiend

Angel to a fiend

It’s more of a wait

Than it was meant to be

She rejoiced the past

And expected it to last

She cried on the miss

But could it abide again?

She thought she could be

Getting a snap of that bliss

Than to state it right

She never noticed that

She was a bait

Who lost all her rights

The lost soul sat wounded

And scarring herself for what

She wanted and pounded

What to do and nor?

Whom to say as the fault..?

For letting all this sort

Turning it all unfathomable

She weeped and lingered for nothing

And wanted to rise but not able

Lost in the lasting love

Like a crow amidst crew of dove

She was traited in everything

Orchid tulips roses grew bitter

Her beautiful life turned into a litter

Hugs and kisses she longed

Have swayed and screwed all along

Inspite of all that occurred

She let her face to be lifted

But this time a little fierce

So that it won’t be repeated on

With all might she rose upon

Paying for all in right place

All whites became dark

All reds were anger and blood

All greens were hooded

To thick brown leaf less bark

Sweet little soul had turned

Into mighty wicked terminator

That’s it I can say tuned

She became the death aviator

She guarded herself hence

It ends the story here…

MOTHER

…MOTHER…

The titanic present from

The holistic spirits to form

And guard us forever

And for us to idolize her ever

She is the first friend doctor

Trainer care-taker and teacher

A perfectionist in any angle

And yeah a paragon angel

It takes a whacky altitude

To convey our gratitude

No work could pay you

Anything in return though

But only the beats

Of your name in your heart

That resides within me would

And I’m glad it could…

The first times ever..

 THE FIRST TIMES EVER

Remember..?

The first eye that dawned love

The first time hearing joyous cries

The first touch on the skin evolved

The first anger poured

Which made you extremely lost

The first soothing words heard

Making the worries an worthy past

The first words of care

That made you play fair

The first warmth in the world

That freed you of the reprimand

The first air that blew

That made you realise life’s worth

The first cry of someone you knew

To keep them nearer in all birth

The first flower you smelled

The first fruit you reaped

The first touch of dry leaves

And the twigs that branch leaves

The first song you sung

The first time your legs tossed

The first move you swayed

To hit the bells those were not rung

The first idol you prayed

The first time you enlivened

The first day of hope gleamed

The first faith that peeped

The first lesson you paid attention

The first friend you earned

The first time you felt happy

The first moment you gripped monotony

The first chocolate you tasted

The first food that felt wholly spiced

The first drink that froze the throat

The first fluid that fired it to rot

The first fall in your lives

The first rooting moment

The first fineness that arouse

The way you perceived

The last time

You tried something for first time

Time spent so productive

The time of you being creative

The time that you got out

To win the war you fought

Remember it all

Just one after the other

It says you are in the fall

Of right place, fonder

Than any other to be spending

The time forever revolving..

!!..MAY YOU BE MINE..!!

May you be mine?

May you be mine?

Coming in my line,

I just get on to you

Let me see who will do!!

You are my life time,

Please don’t be mime.

May you be mine?

And come on I am fine :)

Come as a rain,

I just like you in pain,

You are the one,

 who gave me the fun,

I like to join,

You like a two headed coin..

The one you are who came to heel,

The entire aching feel ..

VAIN _ PAIN

VAIN _ PAIN

When things not come your way

When the fire frenzies the realm!

When the dew of love freeze

When the melancholic waves gleam

When the doleful blues hold you as bay

When despondency grips your flee

Of thoughts, of emotions, of actions,

Of peace and of happy shines…

When the pot is seen only by you

With the flowers that are a kind of you

When you get near and nearer

Touch to feel it fly farther

When you feel emptied

Of what made you enlivened

Dawn and dusk are dark

Dark and nights are so sharp

It pricks and picks and repeats

You rip and panic and remorse

They fill your eyes

With brimming wetness

Those hands that wiped

Have vanished so sniped

Yet you feel as if they hold

All the time you are the one that behold

But still flawless and feeling aloof

You wander around under same roof

Expecting the ray of sun

To dawn as soon as it can

Make you feel lively again

And for happy talks and fun

You are ought to be in pain

Unless and until it pay you the rain

Hope and faith that you stick

Will make you worthy of the risk

Trust and belief that arise

Will let you enjoy and rejoice...