FL!CK!NG THRE@D$..

Flicking Threads

Hearing about the startling demise
Of someone to whom I owe much
Random obligations hits the score
Over things that can't be undone

Squeezing the self plainly cold
I let the ethereal reality unfold
Making up to pay the last respect
Never to mourn on distrust or regret

Hardening the heart to pump slow
If not I will loose the needed grip
Being tired, of the things that blow
My mind filled the blood to drip..

Witnessing the soul elated
Now the phantom lay unrelated
But, yet I could construe the feel
More than the rigidity could reveal..

Gazing into the eyes that's closed
I gathered the dreams that lived
Fleecing behind and fleeing before it
Some were done, while others unlit

Sensing the gusty air once breathed
Through the nostrils that released
Some quite fresh and others greased
But all let the abode to be wreathed

Hearing the words that's spoken

Out of those strong gracious lips
Projecting the braveness in clips

Veiling the crumpling days unspoken

Holding the hands that lay solid
Reading the thoughts it drafted
Letting it all so light to be crafted

With secrets of eternity to be told

Patting on those arched stiff shoulder
Once pressed with so many chores
Exemplering it all by dusting the sores
You are supposed to be the title holder

Touching the feet, tied in a dual knot
Glancing the journey of rose and thorn
All that pricked and tricked the spot
Admiring the combating warrior born

At last I laid my head on the soft heart
That clonked for others than for the self
Residing limper and not willing to start
Enough to be felt when whirls engulf

Retracing the events leaving none
Glad that I could leisurely explore
To make it all shine forever as such
Extracting the parts that are wise

As I embraced all the thick warmth
My eyes rained in the silent storm
Waving my final bye just for now
We'll meet soon or later anyhow..!

Is it not..

Merely M!rror..

Merely mirror

At times I show you higher
I see you brimming out a smile
Being rewarded as an acheiver
For working at your bestest while..

At times I show the deeper side
I see you cry in rain
Beyond what you can glide
But beware you chose the pain!!

At times I show you low
So perfect of your about
Enraged you break me out
Magnifying everything out of random row..

At times I show the superficial
You blink blank on the scene
Your naive expression being less keen
May put you out of the beneficial.!

At times I see your dream
Scarry or cheery I stay zipped
Hearing me will let you bewitched
So I deafen you for my words on my realm..

At times I become so awful
You shatter me for being so truthful
When you raise up I celebrate that
Daunting happiness not seen so apt!!

Selfless service of me
At times get you the caution
About the later happening
To stop you cry on exhaustion..

You give me your wee hour
Yet I can read your every expression
I glint your inner side - sweet or sour
And these action never let me into drowning..

Inside out, I get you perfection
Seasons may change, not my objective
Whether you credit it being receptive
Or slice me entirely, on the very illusion..

Always I show you the original
Festooning or impersonating aren't my moral
It's always your option
That I just make you see..

It's just an outer reflection
That I choose to show
And the matters of interpretation
Are your choice to know!

It still leave me amazed
When you peep for the dazzling gaze
Your return to me is the reason I erase
All agony you opted to haze..

Acknowledging me is odd and not likely
Being a god's gift standing infront

Of slow-witted ring waning eventually
You are never wise to read my font..

Eventhough you read may not understand
If that occurs, you will not withstand

The reality that's so afar
That can't be compacted in your jar..

With each rise of the sun all day
My steadfast loyalty shots a ray..!!

D!M!N!$H!NG CON$ORT

D!M!N!$H!NG CONSORT..

Being a being thwacked by pricks
Almost on every occasion
Be it dejection or any rejection
Everything yielded maiming cricks :'(

The efforts to outshine the burden
Always wadded me wholly with heftiness
Living with it, let it all shorten
Even the moments of obscuring happiness :-!

With all that seemed like a threat
My life went on the destinied scheme
Yelling out the panic without any theme
Eased the limbs quivering in sweat

When all the odd feelings pile
One after one, to slit my smile
Into innumerable slices of tears
That are never mendable in any tiers

This state of me zoomed in
Each and every second that passed-by
Fearing the haunting thickness within
How can I breath-out in a calm sigh..?

When none could relieve me from this,
I heard out a voice something unusual!
It said ' Come to me dear! Be casual :)
I'm like you who have suffered all these..'

Then I knew, I had atleast one
Who embraced even when I'm none
Of help to him in any sort
Still he chose to stay than depart

We cared each other really well
Eventhough we know we're in the hell
Whenever the door was knocking
He seeked it all over the clocking..

He saved me and also took my turns
I crawled on his lap soothing the burns
He made it all look promising
I felt fine and convincing..♡

As all bond breaks in a little
Ours too did meet a battle
When unfortunately at one day
I knew the truth to my dismay :-\

When I gripped a gripped a parchment

Concisely coded in it ' Oh! my dear
Your hardships are over
Lease and leave all your fear
And I stand by your side forever..'

And I knew it's my needed treatment..!!

When I looked upon the cover
The date was somewhere in the past
So I was a spare for him to hover
Having known it all will I last ??

He stood dumb on anything I ask
Nor did he wish to let me surpass
Attempting to stand for my toss
Seemed like gluing the broken flask :|

From his actions of stubborn agony
And my grip on the firm testimony
We were ordained to reach to a point
Where I turned his slave on command!!

I couldn't handle it in this demand
Nor could I end this momently joint
After a long while of prattling
I pulled him down while battling..

When his eyes blurred in guilt
I escaped from the place - utterly spilt
Meanwhile I heard his loud wail
So I decided to get him in a bail..

When I got him to the light of cheerfulness :]
He faded soon with a smile on his lips
Then I knew later that he was my loneliness..
Who gave me refuge in my flops & flips!

M!R@GE

M!R@GE..

Stravaiging on the lively roads
Rampaging concords clash us upon..
Quietening the blares that reflexly boards
By lighting a simple simper to hold on..

Over the wounds that loved you
Than the real gleam of joy!!
Amidst the dark, that lightens the coy
To set-off the farcical issues, that strongly grew..

Everything looks seemingly invincible
But puts forward nothing plausible :-!
Whatever we clutch tagging as eternal
Will be mourned so hard in its funeral..

Yet we hopelessly plead
For conquering the deceptive need
Gripping the moral satirely reveals
Expectancy hurts and never heals

Over this iniquitous bargain
That rampantly erodes our obliged gain
Letting the awes project, all over again
Quivering mirage becomes the revering remain..

On this exotic sphere of eternity..
Anything that's a matter a shadow!!
It offers neither bias nor inequity..
Impact it to enact & become a bestow..
:)

Being born with empty hand
Becoming a borrower all over the land
Destined to sleep in sickness peace
Do you need any? If yes.. Ask please!

H@RMON!C T!FF..

H@RMON!C T!FF.!!

You chose to win my heart
You chose the whole-lot it sort
You chose the shades on my art
You chose yourself to be its longing part..

You fit me into your space
You fit me throughout your race
You fit me the meaning on any gaze
You fit me to things you trace to chase..

You hold me with your diverged finger
You hold me my moments to linger
You hold me the way, flaunting you as the thinker
You hold me tight to stay a little longer...

You design the hours I wander
You design the season I ponder
You design whatever finds me as holder
You design me, without me being the elder..

You decided to hold me forever
You decided all I'm supposed to be ever
You decided to keep me yours all over
You decided all forgetting me whatever!

You puzzle me to hunt for myself
You puzzle me to check me in yourself
You puzzle me as if I did none for ourself
You puzzle me to doubt am I there over your self..?!

You forgot that I stand a chance
You forgot that marring lets nil to enhance
You forgot I'm cuffed in this menace
You forgot to see me even in a glance

You never knew the exact reality
You never knew what's my stability
You never knew you lost my tranquility
You never knew to pause your ability

Did we wish this at the start
Does this mean we should depart
Can't we try one more time
Reviving the loss over this crime..!?

So to blame is not the thing
Out growing the flaws make us cling..∆

You see, I stand as your mannequin
Add some life to make me, your queen..!

St@rt T!ll Stop

 St@rt t!ll stop..

 Life is a beautiful lie
Stuffed and garnished with dream
Bumbling and rumbling in idyllic satire
Knowing that it always makes a shift!!

Harvesting the goals with maim
Playing replaying yet no rewind
At times strict striking vivid or ruth..

Death is an absurd truth
That stays infront to remind
To sculpt our days the sort we aim
Letting life to be spent in thrift!!

Before penitence and petition make us retire
With tormenting extertion flowing as stream
Unlatching the soul, unescorted by our bly..

Between the unforeseen arrival!

And the unwelcomed departure!

Time always wigwags so mature

Upholding its linear appraisal..! 

Perdur@ble Cu$tody..

PERDURABLE CUSTODY

After so many attempts hold on
A soul departed the Earth
He wasn't ready to die
Nor able to live upholding a lie

Frightful lurgy he lived upon
With implausible abilities of no worth
But he wasn't sad for this
That doesn't mean this is his wish

Without any blue hues
He entered an illuminated space
There was a guard in the maze
Among numerous crowd in many queues

Then he was pointed to a line
That had an empty place
Ahead and behind him all were in design
Though arriving late he made the pace

He still knew nothing about
What's going on and what's next
Neither could others fetch out
The answer for this intriguing quest

He gathered the halcyon
With each step he headed
So light as a quill, ready to fly on
With beatific harmony wholly loaded

On the journey he got his turn
To match up before the almighty
He felt thunderstruck in return
To witness the glow of serenity

He was asked to glance his walk
On this earthly life till then
Spotting his filing moments in a spark
Over the order when he opened the lock..

He felt placid and flaccid all over
Thanked god for making him blissful
Then he was told to attend the test
On its result the arrival turns eventful

He's ought to enter and cover
Whatever comes out of the mist
Once he solves everything well
He can enter by ringing the bell

God will also walk with him
Stated the minister of rule
He went and emerged with his win
So the sound of joy became his claim

Turning back he saw a pair of footprint
One is his and the other is the lord
He thought he connected his chord
But couldn't get a hint

He saw that, at some area, there
Was only one print and other
Was missing that's hard to loiter
He thought he was a spare

On those amiss spot and asked
' Oh! Lord why did you leave,
Whenever the hardship masked..?'

‘Oh my devoted fool!!

I fluttered you in my arm
So that you accept it all so warm..'

That was gods reply with a grin↾↾

He bowed to him with tears
And moved ahead for his new life

At times we do get stabbed with a knife
But lord fortifies us forever, be clear..

Bumbling Silence

BUMBLING SILENCE

      

Roaming over the shades of twilight!
Amongst the loudest gathering
Spotting it so apt out of withering
Just as water gets the peeping light..

Pupils shut me out from reality
Picturising the pasts fragility
Us, once upon a time so serene
Later to be bottomed up as insane..

Moist lingered after so long
'Not again' echoed on, in a loop
Realizing where I belong
I chose to live over the droop :|

It pitched hard when I saw
You approach me on your paw
The watch over the timely reflex
Got the whole lot blank and I continued to perplex :-!

Over the flaws that we grumbled
Those cries without any aim
Grudges we held over harmful maim
Everything lying sharp and ready to be rumbled..

Each step you took forward
Looked like we're moving towards
Something ought to occur
Rather than this remorse and suffer :[

Don't know why I could still
Read you even in your silence
Does this mean we're cleaning the menace,
We painted so tainted with some thrill

Come lets sort it out now
Pour out ocean of pain
Vanishing the gap that still remain
Drizzling it with the left over love..♡

Let's revisit our meant to be moments
Only those of joyous events
Thoughts and emotions we wanted to share
To each other, just to show we still cared

Let the time not be spared
As this evening is something rare..

Let's unite, just this once
Without any objective or principle for sure

Reminiscing the dreams at an ounce
Experiencing it alone is utterly sore
Cementing over the unclosed pore
Until we mentally become no more..

Then let's depart as we usually do
I know we can't stand between the two
Whether I need me or you
Still unclear of what we sue!!

I know we complete each other
But not meant to be clinging forever
Its fine we can't sacrifice saintly
To live bonded that may later fade faintly!

After hearing all this
I knew that they were a cliche
Still you didn't utter any wish
Of yours, to get on our fugitive clique..

Then I saw your enthralling grin
Set so fine to flinch the gazer
I smiled back so calm from within
Knowing that we both were the loser!

This time as of always
We retired ourselves without wording
May be this silence is bumbling
Over the suns quitting rays...

Who Am I ?

 Who Am I?

Who am I actually..?
Voiceless words clenched soon..

While thinking about my spell
For being born in this dwell

Jumping upon the steps
To explore my steep peeps...

I can't be an ideal soul
Nor someone to point as normal

I don't possess great mind
Not even one kind in my rewind
Nor am I the usual to be thought
I resume to  think out of the box

Neither I'm always sought
Amongst sheep herd blindly following
Some partial path as the focus
To cry over success that's newly nothing..

Nor am I the one who lost myself
And put my conscience for sale
Nor a rebel to pull up the scale
To do evil and end all for the self

Nor am I, a spilling speaker
To leak and sleek in glee and anger
Nor do I feel jealous or greed
After all they're neither a human's need..

Neither do my actions fetch inspiration
At times I feel others my aspiration
Nor do I preach optimism
But feels horrible to see pessimism

Neither I do hover to my passion
Seeking it always with some fashion
Nor do I stick devoted
At some point everything gets unbolted.!

I can't keep myself rich either
Just giving away makes me happier
Albeit I don't sacrifice anything
With same wisdom on everything

I randomly pick a hobby to do
Until I feel contented on the go
May be I drop it suddenly
With reasons kept hiddenly..

I don't prefer only one choice
Many times I go out of option
Nor do I obey my inner voice
To say that I love my emotion

Neither am I so full of success
Nor a nomadic one with some stress
Nor can I cry over something
To feel hangover, all over the thing

Neither I let them go soon
To get lost behind the silver moon..

Nor am I strong as a rock
To withstand all obstacle
Yet I can try on tackle
Neither I accept defeat sooner on the track

I do face whatever comes
That doesn't mean I'm brave
To battle swift with my chums
Unless and until I enter my grave.!

You can neither see me often bonded
Nor do I embrace loneliness
Neither do I speak unwanted
Nor I can keep it within to be contentless

I owe my own kind of foes
And some angelic doves
I can't be so nice and kind
That doesn't mean I'm  misanthrope
Keep that in mind..

Nor do I always try to envelope
Me as a great intrepid being
Nor do I agitate on any harm
Even if its death I find it warm

Nor do I acquire imbecile report
Featured to be righteous on my regard
Nor do I choose to guard
Whatever is right over my port..

Nor do I believe things found
Crazily unreal that gets others bound
Nor I speak different law
Like ones who lacerate others
With their focused searing claw
For some good or bad offers

I don't save lives nor kill
To earn them for me on my will.!

I don't patent on love or zeal
For I know I'm an ordinary one
Who beats and gasps all in one
With my kind of extraordinary ordeal..!

THE UNBRE@K@BLE VOW..

THE UNBREAKABLE VOW

Having a world for me
With so much of capacity
I wanted it rhyme to be we
And you as my only rapacity..

Crowning me as my ruler
Sliding and surfing with valor
Excelling in things all over
I chose to be your only follower :]

Holding the land full of charms
With flourishing water and warms
Yielding me whatever I need
Yet I wanted you to be a sweet weed..

Though I had an army of beast
To win over all the direction
To cuddle me with victorious feast
I wanted only you as my beautiful trepidation :|

Standing own on the highest peak
With my powers glowing
Harder than the storms blowing
I wanted you to interpret me weak..

Being bloomed with light feathers
That fly me high in every weather
Tranquility contoured me as sage
Yet I chose to lock me on your cage..

Knowing that I'm complete
For whatever I'm about to do
Having nothing left untouched
I wanted you to be my only unknown.!

Lurking in voiceless dark,known
For my burning foot-prints on the go
Quenching evil voids - purity fenced
I wanted you to be my evil treat ;)

Guarding the protective order
Bowing and abiding finer, inorder
To uphold the verses on old parchment
I still want you as my crime enchantment..☆

Idolizing the chums I'm knitted to
Not even leaving one or two
Having ample reasons for my beat to pound
I wanted only you as my astound..

Fighting for a breathe among
This lovely big circle I belong
Fortune and serenity kissed my stroud
Yet I wanted you as my only crowd..

Always keeping myself busy
Holding finesse with no trouble
Handling the success sword without a wobble
I wanted you as my rejoicing space..

Being in limelight got others linger
And the sour tracks looked easy
Exploring to exemplar without hinder
I thirsted me for your only gaze..

Clearing off the happening crime
Filing justice on each corner
Upon death of peril, I'm its chief terminator..
I wanted you as my pain-killer over the time.!

Securing me as an unstoppable
Growing complex and unfathomable
I wanted you to be my swift rebel
To fight for valuable fleshy medal..☆

Staying always right
Gleaming the virtuous path so bright
I wanted you as my worthy wrong
All over the live's precious song..

Hope you figured what I meant..!!

But you chose to pierce
Still I don't get fierce
You burnt the positives as fuel
So far I don't choose to do a dual
You loved my little flaw
By compressing it under your paw

I still say your mine
And feel as though I'm on cloud nine
You silence my everything so well
Quivering my abilities on your spell
Even now I stay glued
After you acting ruthlessly rude..

At last I walked away in vain
Then you wreathed your love
Imploring you don't want pain
I really fear to remain
Just as sugar feels the clove
You're my ironic bargain

I opted for running diverged
Yet I figure you in all then and now
Don't know what keeps us converged
Is this an unbreakable vow..?

What does this mean..!

RE@L!TY @F@R..

 Reality @f@r..

At times I wish…I’m empty

Of small crowds together so mighty

On the edge of my grey memories

With fistful anger and worries

At times I wish…I just swing

Over the grasses on this spring

With the peaceful pines relishing

          It and myself together loadless

At times I wish…I could get a grip

OF me for me rather to drip

Over things that are wrongly relying

Making me look hopelessly worthless

At times I wish…I really laugh

On matters that are ridiculously silly

Than controlling to look decent though

Hiding my teeth behind, smiling slightly

At times I wish…I’m not my foe

To scratch out my chambers with hoe

For selfless materialistic reason

Constantly varying with each season

At times I wish…me to scold

The crime that never gets to unfold

The real aim upon is being good

But that makes me a sanic insane

At times I wish…I speak-up aloud

Without choosing words out of cloud

Just words and verses I really mean

To say, to keep and to live clean

At times I wish… I write out myself

My thinking on issues of global shelf

To ease out my pressuring should

To board than running on the lane

At times I wish…I choose my flow

Than options doing it so rigid

As f it’s my only choice to grow

All to leave me contentless and wretched

At times I wish…I hear only my words

To me and to be attending

Not involving others of this world

To whom mine are never bothering..

Than getting cracks and voids

All set to break my choiceless voice

Just this once for me

Than so much so full to dissemble

With a faking smile

Doesn’t have least of worth a while

Structuring iron prison to assemble

Whatever arises within me

Washing all flavors

As though that’s only my favor

Emotions buried deep gets the hoist

To bring light on eyes

That where spirit less & moist

Bombarding the masking ice 

Once for all let me live ethical

Than faulting by forcing

For this society that’s truly mythical

Else agony & anguish will be remaining

I ‘m going to be my anchor

I’m full with this than being an actor

So, what about you …??